3 years ago seems like only yesterday today

Joyce died 3 years ago. And while it may seem like quite a while, from my perspective it only seems like yesterday.

I mourn her loss daily. As time passes it is not with the abject heartache I felt that day. I have come to understand that we will all succumb to being human. And I have come to understand that the way I grieve today is different than I grieved then. There is still the same amount of feeling for the 54 years we spent together. But instead of focusing on the loss, I am more inclined to focus on the positive life we built together. we really did have a good life together.

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